What am i doing here....??? Why have i been sent here.. ?? What is my purpose in life????? These questions keep crossing my head whenever i sit idle or have nothin to do. The only purpose these serve are to depress you and leave you in a void from where you have to fight and come out. The best thing to do is not to think about it... but is it possible???? I ask myself.....No i don't think so..We have to look for other alternatives the best one is dont sit idle....isn't that the logical answer. But as simple as it may seem it is not that easy. You can not remain occupied for 24 hours a day. There are times when you are really left to sit idle and your mind is set free to wander around and brouse through every event through the day. That is when you realise you have done nothing but wasted your day.
Ideally one must not think such disturbing and depressing stuff. They are useless. Keep yourself ocupied , elders tell you. But someone tell them no matter how much you try you cant keep yourself occupied through the day..... Every year i start with a resolution that i will try and minimise the time wasted, but every year passes and i realise i am there from where i had started.
There are many thngs to do on this planet so go out and keep yourself occupied i tell myself but alas i am only lying myself. But no longer i am almost determined not to contain any illfeeling towards myself...and no matter what i am never going to ask myself what i am doing here.I am not going to give myself a chance to ask myself this question..........
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